AmiraEizza - Like A Plastic Bag .
Wednesday, May 25, 2011 | Wednesday, May 25, 2011 | 0 Rain[s]
Hi I don't even know how to start this .
I'm not the kind of girl who write bad stuff about people
I hate or don't like their attitude . But today , I've decided
To post it here cuz I'm blogging to express my feelings .
My best friends were talking about how they
Can't concentrate reading the #SEJARAHBOOK and one of em'
Said that she have this #PENINGLALAT . For some reason , they
Actually call me #LALAT because ... this one housefly die
Near me in a bus . I don't want them to call me that
But since they started calling me that name and nobody think
negative about it I guess its okay .
So when she said that , I'm still okay with it cuz my name
Is not even #LALAT .
But then , she looked at me cuz I was sitting in front of her
And she said , #TENGOKMUKALALATLAGITAMBAHPENING .
I feel offended . Seriously , am I that ugly ?!
Okayy if I am that ugly , now you tell me ,
Did you mirrored yourself today before you come to school ?!
I received a bad news yesterday and when I come to school
I thought I wanna share all the sadness to you since
You guys are my besties . But I ran of words to say when you
Said that to me . Do you know how I feel ?!!
Really really offended . I feel like you're taking
Advantages of me cuz the last 2 years , you guys did the
Same exact thing , but I just kept quiet cuz I know ,
You were all joking around . But TODAY ,
I just can't stand this .
IT HURTS AS HELL .
I'm like , like a plastic bag drifting to the wind .
Its like , I'm no beauty queen , I'm just beautiful me .
Do you know that a person can commit suicide
Because things that you thought was SMALL like this ??
This is really not me . Telling strangers how I felt .
But I really can't stand it anymore .
No sorry from you guys so no #IACCEPTEDURAPOLOGY from me then .
Another thing is , when I'm talking , please listen to me .
Don't go and talk to others like I'm talking alone .
You guys act like I didnt exist .
And you guys will say #GEDIKNYE when I acts a lil bitchy .
And everything I say is a joke .
I know I don't like to be serious and I'm always the funny one ,
But please , not everything a clown do is funny .
A flower is not always beautiful .
And a hurricane , is not always a bad thing .
Don't judge me after all these sayings , I just want
You to know that I'm hurt that's all .
I'm sorry I have to do this .
I'm not the kind of girl who write bad stuff about people
I hate or don't like their attitude . But today , I've decided
To post it here cuz I'm blogging to express my feelings .
My best friends were talking about how they
Can't concentrate reading the #SEJARAHBOOK and one of em'
Said that she have this #PENINGLALAT . For some reason , they
Actually call me #LALAT because ... this one housefly die
Near me in a bus . I don't want them to call me that
But since they started calling me that name and nobody think
negative about it I guess its okay .
So when she said that , I'm still okay with it cuz my name
Is not even #LALAT .
But then , she looked at me cuz I was sitting in front of her
And she said , #TENGOKMUKALALATLAGITAMBAHPENING .
I feel offended . Seriously , am I that ugly ?!
Okayy if I am that ugly , now you tell me ,
Did you mirrored yourself today before you come to school ?!
I received a bad news yesterday and when I come to school
I thought I wanna share all the sadness to you since
You guys are my besties . But I ran of words to say when you
Said that to me . Do you know how I feel ?!!
Really really offended . I feel like you're taking
Advantages of me cuz the last 2 years , you guys did the
Same exact thing , but I just kept quiet cuz I know ,
You were all joking around . But TODAY ,
I just can't stand this .
IT HURTS AS HELL .
I'm like , like a plastic bag drifting to the wind .
Its like , I'm no beauty queen , I'm just beautiful me .
Do you know that a person can commit suicide
Because things that you thought was SMALL like this ??
This is really not me . Telling strangers how I felt .
But I really can't stand it anymore .
No sorry from you guys so no #IACCEPTEDURAPOLOGY from me then .
Another thing is , when I'm talking , please listen to me .
Don't go and talk to others like I'm talking alone .
You guys act like I didnt exist .
And you guys will say #GEDIKNYE when I acts a lil bitchy .
And everything I say is a joke .
I know I don't like to be serious and I'm always the funny one ,
But please , not everything a clown do is funny .
A flower is not always beautiful .
And a hurricane , is not always a bad thing .
Don't judge me after all these sayings , I just want
You to know that I'm hurt that's all .
I'm sorry I have to do this .
